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kola@aalbc.com
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Username: Kola
Post Number: 563
Registered: 02-2005
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Votes: 0 (Vote!) | | Posted on Friday, April 22, 2005 - 11:20 pm: | 
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Well...
the interview with me and my adoptive AA MOTHER is now available online at this page:
http://doorofkush.50megs.com/whats_new.html
My mother was really good, the callers were excellent and I think this is the best interview I've ever given.
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kola@aalbc.com
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Username: Kola
Post Number: 564
Registered: 02-2005
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Votes: 0 (Vote!) | | Posted on Friday, April 22, 2005 - 11:22 pm: |
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Please wish me luck.
I'm going out on a DATE tonight....with someone who ISN'T Thomas.....and already, I feel like I want to throw up.
My sons don't know.
Anyway, I think I look too fat. And I really could use some "face surgery"---minor stuff, but still, I'm not as pretty and glamorous as men probably expect me to be.
GOD.
I am so fucking nervous.
OK---
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kola@aalbc.com
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Username: Kola
Post Number: 565
Registered: 02-2005
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Votes: 0 (Vote!) | | Posted on Friday, April 22, 2005 - 11:26 pm: |
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I wish ABM was around to talk to.
I cried all afternoon, because I realize that we can never be "buds" again.
But I sure wish he could tell me a joke or say something funny to make stop feeling the butterflies.
And like I wanna piss.
I hate men!!!
shit
goddamned fuckers.
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ok I'm looking cute
and I'm leaving now.
Is this too much ass?
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kola@aalbc.com
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Username: Kola
Post Number: 568
Registered: 02-2005
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Votes: 0 (Vote!) | | Posted on Saturday, April 23, 2005 - 12:24 pm: |
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**Friday Night:
MY FIRST DATE IN 8 YEARS!!!! (with a man other than my kid's father):
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OK. It's saturday morning.
Enjoying coffee, cheese eggs, bacon and cantelope. About to go pray at the river.
MY DATE LAST NIGHT....was "boring" but fun.
We went on a "one spot cruise" in Long Beach Harbor, danced, had dinner (terribly cooked lobsters, no seasoning, terrible salad, bread hard as a rock, soup was basically spit up---cost him a fortune!). We then walked a few hours talking at the Scenic Bay Coast (Pacific Coast Hwy???) in downtown Long Beach.
It was COLD and windy, but I enjoyed feeling like I was in Chicago.
Conversation dripped.
It seems like I'm just not that into guys anymore. I used to be such a bad thing. Now I'm like---dying to get home and write on a manuscript or type on this message board.
Strange.
Anyway, I have gray hair at the temples (barely noticable)...but I went out like that!!!
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