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Watastar
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Post Number: 15
Registered: 07-2004

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Posted on Saturday, August 07, 2004 - 03:46 pm:   Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post    Ban Poster IP (Moderator/Admin only)

Ancestral Pain
(unstructured song of grief, spreestyle [freestyle from my spirit])

I was brought
To this foreign land
They take me away from all I know
Snatched my baby out of my hands
Where is my baby?
Where is my baby?
Who could be as cruel as to take a mother away from her child
And pray to their god all the while?

I am old,
Very very very old you know
My soul hurt so bad
I could not rest
And so
I came back
Forward through her, because she is so much like me
I share her spirit
And one of her guides is who I be.

I was a rebel
Even through my worst beatings, I never took their words as true
But they beat me bad
Yes that's what they do
My back aches
It aches
It aches
It aches
I escape, they catch me
But I lay low and again I escape
Help many others to escape
But they catch me
My back aches
It aches
It aches
It aches from the years of suffering and pain
My chilren, you have forgotten
And so it is happening again

Yeleyele
My womb
Yeleyeleyele
It used to hold life. Used to hold life in my womb.
Ye le ya ya
They take my child
Ye le wa yo
And turn my womb into a tomb.
Wa yoi mame le
I hold my womb
As I sing my song of grief
Le le a wo yaya ya ya
My child, they take my only child
Chilren feel my grief

My back it hurts
Hurts so so bad
Dem take me from all I know
From all I ever had
They steal my child way from me
And then demand I nurse their alien white child at my breast
My spirit is ANGRY! And I will see justice or I will see no rest

They beat her
Beat her so bad
I feel it all in my back
She is old, so old
What being that called itself human would ever do that?
It is all in my back, it is tight
Sometimes it will not ease up until I dance or I write
She is blind in one eye, it is the right
She dances and she chants in a low, strong voice
And she prefers to come through without lights
She feels a pain that she does not want me to feel
She wants it to guide me,
But I cannot help the tears, for I know her pain is real

I weep for her
Ya le yo yaye
I weep for her, yes
I hold my belly and wail
For many cannot rest
ya yelo ya ya
We can no longer afford to lie
We can no longer afford to hide the truth
We cannot heal ourselves
And we cannot heal them unless we hear and tell the truth
Tell the whole story
Do not leave out parts or your spirit will be held accountable, yes
Your life is not your own
Better if you embrace the benevolent guides that cannot rest

My belly,
My belly
Aye inna mi belly, me belly, me belly, me belly
I weep for them
Mus haffi wail fi dem
I weep for them
I wail for them
I hold my belly
And I weep and wail for them

Most of that pain you feel is not really yours, you know
It is not the just the accidents you were in
Or the things you've been lifting, no
We carry the weight
We carry the weight
And it only gets lighter as we do what it is our spirit guides us to do
For our collective sake,
Please
Please
Please
Please tell yourselves and us the children what you really feel is true.


:-( Those who feel must know.
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A_womon
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Post Number: 447
Registered: 05-2004

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Posted on Friday, August 13, 2004 - 12:12 am:   Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post    Ban Poster IP (Moderator/Admin only)

Hey girl, where you at?? You kinda quiet...
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Watastar
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Posted on Wednesday, August 18, 2004 - 11:47 pm:   Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post    Ban Poster IP (Moderator/Admin only)

I am loving the breath of life and cherishing every hint of it.. ;-)

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